Yup this is me Evil... Well, I was inactive for years not posting anything so many of you know that I left the community. Now I'm officially(?) announcing the leave for ShellShockLive community and the game myself. This was the first online community that I’ve joined. I’ve learned a lot about the online culture, behavior and manners. I was like 14 or 15 at the time that joined the forum. Being my first experience with the online forum and with some ‘12year old kid behavior’ left in my mind, I did some mistakes posting things that is inappropriate (not porn, for your information). When I first started posting things I was quiet anxious how the community will react to it. I kept on checking the likes, positive remarks, replies and something like that. To think of me from back then; now I think I was very immature. I kind of regret all the posts I made and embarrassed too. I gave myself some time and took a break from the community in 2015 but never really came back to the forum again. I was willing to join the community but I was also afraid too. But just not joining online forum don’t make me a coward right? My final exam is coming soon and I'd like to focus on my betterment of future too and my mom gives me 'the looks' if she find me play games. I never really was active in participation in the forum and being inactive few months and I don't think I'd be posting anything ever again, I decided to leave. Although its long I appreciate if you read my experience with the Shellshocklive games. But you don't need to read it if you don't have time. I started playing ssl2 back in 2012. I remember I used to play this game till late night to level it up and play. The time I thought bounsplode was the best weapon… or the time just fighting for the crates… I gradually leveled up till lvl30 I got bored of the game because of the pay to win features usually seen in free online games. Then I moved down to ssl1 which i played till lvl30 and got bored too. Then I finally got to know about ssl forum. I saw various posts about the game, lvl50s pro advice, clans etc. I got fired up for joining a clan and started playing ssl2 again. But what really made me play was the deluxe account. I saved few coins for 1 month deluxe account and I was amazed by its rapid leveling and was proud to show off that I was one of deluxe member. Right after I reached lvl50, prestige system came out. I was simply amazed by the power of Firestorm and prestiged my tank which had lvl3 nuke. Sure, the Firestorm was really good but by then I convinced my parents to buy me coins and bought Retro wp 1,2 and wp 3,4 with permanent deluxe. Demm. I loved the needler and cats & dogs. By then I joined my first clan One Winged Angels (OWA) created by brandis. But we didn’t do anything in the clan and gradually the clan was dismissed. I thought I had no chance with joining other clans like TastyTanks or Delinquents so I just power leveled my tank for a month in my vacation 8,000 xp per day as a goal. And I made another clan with my Korean friends and it got dismissed again because most of my friends didn’t know how to speak English and didn’t want to join the forum speaking only Korean. Then I finally decided lone wolf is better than teaming up. Indeed, I wanted to take part in tournaments but was afraid to join other clans for the fear of rejection. Now I got less active in the forum and the game day by day and started to join other big game communities like Tanki online, dota2, lol and steam. When I visited the forum after a long time, I saw the announcement made by kChamp for ssl steam version. I waited a while and it got launched. Two days after, I bought the game and I had to learn all the power mechanism all over again as it had been changed. I was pretty addicted to it for a few weeks and got bored of it and gradually started to play this game less frequently till I stopped playing. I don’t regret buying this game but never made me feel like it was worth 15 bucks. Maybe I wasn’t in to turn based shooting games. Anyways I never regret the time spent playing all ssl1, ssl2 and ssl. They all are great games and it definitely will remain my childhood game. THE END Thank you to kChamp for this game and awesome members and mods for creating this community. Goodbye. P.S.- You love the poll right?
This particular feeling about your old self is proof that you've become more mature. It's good stuff, hope you do well in life.
